I Like Your Freckles
-Freckles
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I’m not a huge fan of Rihanna, but she just won like, at least 17 points with this. GO GIRL.
annnnd FRECKLES JUST DIED INSIDE. Ri ri. What a motherfucking OG.
As much as this hurt my heart… I totallyyy understand.
(via popculturebrain)
Darren Franich is killing it today. (via entertainmentweekly)
DEAD
.. such an empty emotion, isn’t it? It inspires nothing, means less and basically only serves to remind that I am in fact a human being despite my every day attempts at being a robot. No point, Freckles. Let it go. For every person you are jealous of, there is someone who is jealous of you or thinks you have something they don’t.
The truth is, we all have something to offer. It simply takes time and maturity to recognize it.
TRUTH
Here are some things I’ve probably learned by now. Please note that some of these things I should have learned by now but it hasn’t quite set in yet. Please note that some of these things I am so, so close to finally getting. I am a sloppy work-in-progress.
- Everything is worse and better and bigger at night and in the exact moment you’re having it, and then it’s just ‘oh wah no big, dirt off my shoulders I wasn’t sobbing ALL NIGHT or anything’
- cry it out, run it out, talk it out, ice cream it out, just get it out of heeeaaah
- I don’t care how stupid this SOUNDS but wearing a good nice outfit sure makes you feel great as hell, so do that
- Smile every once and a while and sit up straight and people won’t constantly think you’re the lady in the corner who’s gonna burn down the place
- You can’t burn down the place but you should fantasize about it
- I don’t care how old you are, fantasize as much as possible
- It’s your body, goddamnit, so you decide what to do with it, okay POLITICS?!??!
- If you are going out drinking, leave a bottle of iced tea in the fridge for the morning and you will liken yourself to a GOD come sunrise
- Call your mother or whatever family member is required to hear your boring bullshit because most people don’t want to hear that
- If you have to ask a friend if “YOUR CRUSH” likes you, they don’t.
- No really
when Freckles got the time… she’ll make something like this.
Never thought of it that way before. I guess the social media generation is so engrained in what I call, “the culture of comparison,” that we don’t think twice about it. Yes, I realize the idiocy of posting this on a blog. And yes, I don’t care.
I have what most people call a shame hangover. The best part is… I wasn’t drunk or under the influence of any kind. I was honest… and I like being honest. I strive to be a good, loyal human being, and maintaining honesty (in most situations) is the only way I know how to do it.
Not everyone likes honesty. I feel like I fucked up and I feel dark and I feel scared becauseI might have fucked up something good over something stupid.I do not like that. Past mistakes don’t need to be given any more validation or lip service than they already have. Nothing will come out of it… so why do I feel so vulnerable and ridiculous? Why am I hyper-sensitive to things that most people seem to be able to dust under the rug? I used to defend my sensitivity, saying that it made me a stronger person and a better friend, but today I don’t feel like that.
Sometimes, like today, I feel weak and immature and I am exhausted from feeling weak and immature. I just want to be numb. I just want to not care.
.. & I don’t like it one tiny bit.